So the poem that I wanted to post this week, Only Him was a bit short so I decided to post two this week
Only Him
If you hear my thoughts
Then you obviously know nothing about me.
You say you know me like the back of your hand,
And yet I can only share with you my thoughts of fake.
You’ve brought me to this edge,
Holding hands, pushing me forward with you,
Saying that you know this is what I want,
Saying that you know I wouldn’t rather be with him.
But you don’t know,
You don’t know the vines that twist,
Turning around my heart,
To face the one that I truly desire.
Deep, blood red thoughts of passionate craving
Persistently press my chest,
Suffocating the innocent, silent thoughts
That say I only want him.
That deep blue that runs through my body,
Breaking the chain of the peach fabric
That covers me,
A fabric that doesn’t even keep me warm anymore,
Because this mountain-sized hill you’ve brought me to climb,
Doesn’t warm my slow-beating heart,
And you’re body only adds more to the suffocation of ill-fitting skin
That I hate.
Because he isn’t touching it.
I want him to touch me.
I want him to grab my other hand and pull me away,
Towards the warmth of the jungle below.
So I can return these vicious vines to their place,
So he can heal the pricks that point their
Poisonous pains toward my soul.
I only want him.
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Tribal Nature
Find truth in the beauty of nature’s eye,
Living in light of those that brightly shine.
We sing the joys of those that have fallen,
Yet give no attention to those that follow.
We see the darkness that destroys our peace,
And do nothing but sit and wait in endless hate.
We watch and wait as they fall with hate.
We let the path that follows take our path to the eye,
The hawk that leads his servants, pretending to come in peace.
Yet, in his eye there the glint of evil does shine,
Those that march forward with him do follow,
The bodies that they leave, lost and fallen.
And those that leave the battle, fallen,
Do not hold in their heart this burning hate,
Living to learn to not follow,
Every order that the hawk gives with his evil eye.
They are the ones that do shine,
Learning to live and love with peace.
Yet, it will take ages for the nature to bring peace,
Taking away from the ground the littered fallen.
They learn to grow and live with the light that can shine,
Even if such pain should cause hate.
And soon the hawk that lives in the tree so high with his sharp eye,
Will caw and call his orders again to follow.
And as those lost in darkness follow,
They fight and fright, unable to see the peace
They live in too much fear of the eye,
Too scared each move they make will cause the fallen,
To the come strong with hate,
And defeat them with light that will shine.
And soon that light does shine,
Defeating those that do so follow,
The orders of hate.
But they were not taken without peace,
They did not revenge the fallen,
They only got rid of the eye.
© Ashlea Gable, 2012